phoney notes

24/10

Environmentalism, is not the right word, it kinda objectifies the environment, it is love for life and living planet. When you live its wellbeing is your wellbeing, whether or not it has any practical or tangiable impact on your life. If i love it i care about it. It doesnt matter that it draws carbon down, clean water ond air, i love this being.

Now with climate change/ biosphere emergency we can use the reasons of “self-interest” to move us to healing this living planet, if she goes down we will too, but this the environmentalist using fear to "persuade" others (team bad/climate deniers), who are seperate from them (team good) - the urgency of what i love being in a emergency, moves to take the "self-interest"-reasoning and use force. 

D.21/10

he is this drama Queen

Sassy and fine

Love sourdough

Swims in water kefir

Eat when you hungry

These are the truth from the bigger consciousness universal ruel, that you are so blessed to be presented to by me, i am your god

I am the King of every kitchen in the world

And everyone will know how to cook like a god, and make sourdough

No this is not pizza, it is italian focaccioa, because it has No cheese Quynh, she respons’s but we could still put some cheese one it

Enjoy the market, BUT pay attention to what you but, it should not be from China!

I feel like Im on a shooting star

This is capitalism. Scarcity, never having enough, and reliant on them to serve your need, be depended on money rather than relationship. Favouring quantatise trees instead of qualitize each individual beautiful tree

How my energy changes when i talk about Phil, the light in me that loves how we both are in the best place we both could be and its only getting better, whether or not I will be present in his life

Charles eisenstein, podcasts notes

Where i draw so much healing and wisdom from

Habbits of productivuty and effe, ultimately habbits of scarcity, of time,- we are producing all the things we can measure at the cost of all the things we cannot, time is urgent but in contrary we must slow down, biggest challenge for our generation; to be patient in an emergency is our greates trial, firefighter saying”slow is smooth, smooth is fast”, we only learn through intellect - do we have time for relationships?

We dont need to force or kill anyone, let go of enjoyment or stop living, in order to survive. I say connect with nature, our nature of what is feels to be alive. We are not self-plus evolutionary beings only acting in the name of self production, we are doing this for the color of living, for the joy and beauty of life. As a species we cannot only survive, we need to flourish, what else are we surviving for? To continue surviving? Or so that we can rediscover what it is to be alive? Yes i want to give the children of the future clean air and water and none living thing starve, but more importantly i want to give them a world of beauty, connection to all beings, loving and compassionate relationships, a life where they are filled with confidence. Where the places to watch the nightsky clearly (which require  cities without lightpollution), feel the energy of an old forrest and be held in magical water are bountiful. Where they can look back an honour the past, be joyful in the present and excited for a future.

Indigenous culture so simple and so rich, relationship and respect Earth is top law, so attractive for many and such an important place of wisdom especially today and in future, filled with complexity.

to be off the land 4.50; know the name of the trees, hear a song and know the bird, a plants smells or its medicine, dont understand what soil is where, the stories behind the landforms, streams and Hills, what happened their a generation or two ago - when you are imbedded in the land you become humility it becomes a respectful relationship, contra our abusive and seperated relationship.

The “freedom” in financial wealth; real freedom is when you can give everything away and know that you are safe/belong, the price is loss of control and certainty.